At some point of our lives, we concluded them as pure suffering, joy, perfect, whether in love or outta love and others. And, sometimes we just feel like being alone or simply spend time with those whom really understand you, your words and actions, treated you with great appreciation and of 'course love you no matter what become of you and give you endless support. There's only one person who belongs in that catagory in my life, she knows who she is. (: thanks babe for always being there at my every fall and happiness. you are always the first in my list.
well, this is just a reflective post for myself. Yesterday, I asked gabby; "hey sweet, do you think there's anything wrong with me?" He replied, the best answer i can have i guess, "you are perfect, just that you get upset easily at times." It was totally true, and the truth makes me a hardcore whiner. I know this truth, well do have to do somethng to it eventually. People learn different things at different point of time. At this point of time, i learn to be more forgiving at every aspects of my life; not just forgiving other but also myself. This might sounds dumb, but it isnt if you get what i meant. Forgiving others for their sin against you isnt an easy piece of job, but by doing so you heart, mind will feel better, quiet or peaceful. The more important thing is to forgive yourself, when you makes mistakes. Forget the guilt and learn from what happen, just make sure it doesnt happen anymore. The simplest thing as regarded, seldom done by others. Maybe talking really doesnt cost anything at all.
And women sweat too much over small stuff, as emo-animals. We'll just to take things easily, make time for you and your inner-spirit. I have learn to set aside time for my morning ritual, make sure i start my morning right and it goes the same for the rest of my day. (:
for that's what i learn, letting go is needed; especially on negative habits.
*god bless
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